Aki swetie mimi nimechoka. I never have alife of a married woman. He is always off to friends and galfriend. He thinks I just talk as usual but I know even the place. Ever since I was pregnant na Ciru it’s gals after gals. I have had many evidences but I just let it go. I just don’t get attracted to him. You remember how Eunice said to the elders that the workmate made her feel special I now understand because me and Jamo I don’t think I even have any feelings for him. I just feel like going away for 2 weeks ajipange na watoto wake. I need a break. He will do many thinks for outsiders Esp gals but can’t even give me money for hair, my nephew is always coming through for me even for food supplies at home. Jamo thinks he gives us money that is enough but always have to ask because many told me am not going hungry when they are alive and these are all male. Akuna spark ata mojja. People out there enjoy my husband more than me and the kids. They have to keep begging him to do things like take them out. My kids are so bored have no life. I pray for a job such that my kids can get the little I can afford. Have a friend in sierra leone who told me if I feel like going away he can pay for my ticket. Am tired Yani. I lovey kids so much but the dad no way. No meetings. He comes in the morning from his escapades to pretend to people at the kh how he was at home. Sometimes even he comes home 2 days in a week. Sleeps in the chair. Is that someone who loves you. One woman told me if your man isnt having it with you, he is with someone else because men aren’t people who can go without sex even 2 days. My marriage is gone and I have made peace with it. Anyway when we meet will talk more
January 2, 2023 |