Confession #418
Am 28 and I’ve so far dated four guys,first love,two were serious rships and the fourth one failed marriage,well I’ve taken time to flashback and see if maybe I’ve been the problem in the rships but nakosa jibu,well after the breakups none of my ex’s has ended up well apart from baby daddy I’m yet to know his fate I’m watching from a distance,well with first love it wasn’t a big deal we only made love once na tukaachana he was a banker akalewa Sana he was fired the last time I checked nikulewa the ile mbaya,second one was a footballer and a business guy,alikufa without a wife or even a kid alikuwa amesota Hadi akarudi kuishi kwao where he met his death,third one now my true love he was doing very well only for him get an accident last year and was amputated both legs,ok the breakups we’re bad I was hurted so badly and I can remember cursing each one of them,oooh I remember I had another one too but it wasn’t that serious rship but all the girlfriends he replaced me with hutoa ball zake he’s so desperate to have a baby so he turned to drugs,fate ya baby daddy ndio sijui I’m just watching from a distance,,well I’m not happy that they end up that way but I think I’ve watched karma Hadi I say it’s enough,,I think I’m not just lucky with rships when I love I love with my whole…is this even normal that all the guys I’ve been involved with end up so badly,note I’m the one who walked out of the rships ebu mum’s give me your thoughts coz I used to curse them once I left the rships
April 23, 2020 |
I need to say this to you…there is a bad spirit around you…one that doesn’t entertain you being in a relationship…it could be a male spirit.If you think am just yapping seek guidance from a man of God.
Please read this to understand…I do not know you but I need to tell you the truth.These spirits exist…na ukichukulia mzaha ona day utakumbuka.
Good news is that there is power in prayer.
Ever heard of a woman’s exes ending up dead or worse than they met???
Trust me, it’s a spirit and its not your fault.
Something to do with generational curses or rituals.
Wishing you all the best.
learn to forgive people wakikokosea, its called curse of not forgiving or of bitterness, you just learn to forgive and life will be normal to them after you part ways
Mine is funny,if I cry for sth wrong u said , you must get the same.Usually if I bitterly cry to God to handle you it does goes vibaya till I feel sorry for my offenders. eg,my ex mum in law hated me n every time she’d gather my siz n bro inlaws n say mm Niko na sura ya Malaya n nitaua her son na ukimwi,all of them are suffering from it.
My ex’s wife pia nowadays wanatibu kichaa juu she came after me n was told nilikuwa mchawi,I cried to God n ask him to expose every evil person n truth ijulikane.God answered me, she became mad confessed how she tried killing me n hanijui🙄, They took my pic to a witch. Nowadays wanakuwa wazimu in turns😥
Don’t worry .. pray for them and forgive them wholly ..release them azin relieve your heart…God is omnipresent..anyone who hurtbroke me has never found peace and they end up asking me for forgiveness..I let them go coz they were not meant for me .. real ones never disappoint..so just pray for them and that’s all
Im too a victim of karma duin revenge for me.they all end up getting the wrong pipu n regretting by fynding it hard to get love everyone begs my forgveness after all wen its always late for them. #watching for my baby daddys karma. Im sure before God i offers my best n never hurted any