am 33 and a last born in a family of six. both my parent s died of HIV 2003 and 2006 my sister died of HIV in 2015 my other two sisters are living positively .my only bro is clean and am also clean. this affects my relationship with ladies as all I think is I will be Cheated on and so I have been masterbating all along but this year I have slept with the largest number of women in my life ,six ,whom use I condom , test before we go freaky free afterwards. I feel am vulnerable more and soon I’ll catch HIV. I wanted to marry but my bro rejected one of the ladies whom I love Because of tribe. I now want stay single forever because I too dread what my mother did ,she messed our whole family and I hate marriage because of her. ( she was drunkard and could fight my dad often)
December 16, 2023 |