Confession #4348

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Earlier this year my girlfriend and I had an abortion and after that things haven’t been very good between us.
We never seem to get along and my girlfriend said she wants to focus on God and everything. Well, we are both Christians just that we are in school and couldn’t afford to have a baby. She said this man from church told her she shouldn’t have done the abortion and that it’s going to cause her a lot of problems. Since that day, my girlfriend became detached from me and we couldn’t even have a good time together. I tried all means possible to make her know I loved her and was always there but her feedback wasn’t just okay. I feel bad and sad to say this but one time she told me we should be apart for sometime and she doesn’t know whether it would be sooner or later so she wanted to focus on God. It was hard for me to take because I felt like I was loosing her and I didn’t want to but I had to let it be because that’s what she wanted.

Well, not long after that, this girl came into my life and we started going out l, well she was cool and all that. Then one night my girlfriend came back and asked if we could be together again? I was shocked and didn’t know what to do but that very night I told her no. I was just confused because I did love her so much that when she came back to me that night I was happy but at the same time I didn’t want to hurt the new girl. I told her about the girl and everything and I really wished if she had given me sometime to think things through.

Recently I saw her with another guy and she said it’s her new guy. Actually I went to her for us to find a way of solving issues and getting back together but her responses weren’t in concordance with my thoughts so I just left her place.
I still love her and really wish she was back to me which I know won’t be possible because she moved on now.

I don’t know why this hurts so much, sometimes I can’t even focus on my work. I just don’t know what to do.

January 17, 2024 |
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