Confession #338

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I have been carrying this secret all my life, I don’t know who to tell because definitely my own fears are over my head, how will the world look at me afterwards? I have been living a terrible life beforehand and now confessing will make my world messy like h**l. I hate to admit it that I have been living a lie for all this while.
My story began back in campus, I was a naïve innocent girl from the village who quickly evolved into a breathtaking beauty after meeting, well, I can say “ city girls” or a better one “slay queens”, fast forward, they introduced me to clubbing every Friday and I slowly turned from a social drinker to a dependent drinker but anyway that ain’t my point of focus for now.
Fast forward in 2017, I had gone for my usual partying ritual with my friend Ana and I met this tall handsome guy with his group of friends, at first nothing really impressed me concerning him because by then I was already used to his kind. The first drink, the second drink and now the third one, that’s when I started feeling tipsy and I quickly went to the bathroom to pee.
As I entered the ladies washrooms, I could recall hearing a man talking inside the washroom while adjusting his belt but that didn’t matter then because I was tipsy, went inside and did whatever I did but upon coming out, the tall handsome guy pounced on me and threatened that if I made any noise, he would stab me, then I could not even defend myself because I was drunk, I struggled abit but he got away with me, he raped me severally till I passed out.
After five minutes I regained consciousness but all I could see was blur, I recall seeing Ana dragging something like a body full of blood inside the washrooms and locked the door, she then quickly started cleaning the blood stains on her hands and face, by then I had gathered some strength and I was able to call her, she jumped as though she was frightened by my voice.
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April 6, 2020 |
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2021-01-13 21:31:15

She did what a caring friend would do, took me to hospital, supported me and made sure I was okay all the time. After two weeks, I started feeling funny, I quickly contemplated to do a pregnancy test and as I expected, it turned out positive. That’s when it hit me what had happened two weeks ago, I dived into depression because I was pregnant for a man who raped me and my friend Ana killed the father of my kid, even though she had never spoken about that incident, let alone mentioning it. Since then, my life has never been the same because I keep asking myself questions like;
When my son grows, what explanation will I give him concerning his father? Will my parents accept my child knowing he was as a result of rape? How will my son view my friend Ana knowing she killed his father? Can I report her to the police owing that I know she killed him?

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2021-01-13 21:31:15

Just abort the mission

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:15

Sure run…run……🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

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2021-01-13 21:31:15

Hahaha…that is something there!

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2021-01-13 21:31:15

And you are the kind of girls corona is presenting to us. Tumeisha nani…shule zifunguliwe turudi kukula mabibi ya watu. It’s better. Than this college kids.

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2021-01-13 21:31:15

Think about this; what if the father was infected or what if you were killed by him, you should thank Ana and never talk about it, i personally recommend abort and move on, unless you are not telling the whole story btn you and him , Ana is a friend to take a bullet for FOOL. Whats a friend you have and you wanna lost him for a thug, i really cant imagine a friend you are. I SIDE WITH ANA. LIVE LONG HERO ANA

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