Confession #632
I was also raped. I was so desperate looking for a job . By then I was staying with a relative. You understand staying with a relative without a job , you turn to be a house help. One day was going to the market, then a guy was few meters ahead of me , I heard him talking on phone “unasema unataka msichana wa boutique, then salary 400 per day ” I ended up talking to that guy asking if he could refer me to that job . We exchanged contacts and the guy agreed to connect me . Around 4 pm the guy called me anipeleke kwa mwenye boutique. The same evening my relative had given me money to buy groceries from the market. I met that guy ,sijui kama ni madawa wanatumia ama ? I found myself in a forest with that guy . He raped me akaninyanganya pesa na my phone . God if am alive up to date ….Thank you …..I cried 😥😥😥😥😥 . It hurts
May 23, 2020 |
I remember nikiwa mdogo,it was my first time visiting my aunt in Nairobi, so it happened wezi wakakuja n I remember being taken in a separate room by five armed thugs… They tied me up kwa bed n torn up all my clothes. I remember one of them asking me whether I have ever had sex(mind you I was very small in my 14s) then aka point gun Kwa kichwa yangu akaniambia tutakurape, tukuambukize ukimwi, twende na wewe alafu tukuuwe… But let me tell you something, I didn’t cry I remember I prayed n asked God not to let it happen. N I don’t know how it happens but in every group of criminals hakukosangi mmoja ako na roho us utu and so mmoja akawaambia “manze acheni hizo, hamuoni huyu ni mtoi”.n what was the most shocking thing ni ati walikua washatoa trousers na wakapanga vyenye watanienda kila mtu roundi yake. But Nate God ni nani, He brought confusion in them in a way sijai elewa mpaka leo.. That’s how I escaped being raped by 5 gun men. So many years down, it is always my testimony.
My cousin, a cop entered her house and found her 6 years old daughter crying & bleeding. She had just returned back from patrol. She was in total shock. She enquired what had happened & the girl told her. Her colleague’s son had raped her daughter while they were on patrol. She furiously ran to her colleague’s house to confront his son. The dad is the one who responded to the knock. He just drew his riffle na kumiminia cousin yangu several bullets killing her on the spot. It still dawns on me like yesterday’s odeal. It was a very painful scenario. Can you imagine being raped and your mom being mercilessly killed coz of trying to seek justice for you? Acha tu niachie Mungu mwenye kulipizia wanyonge kisasi.
I was abducted and sodomized because i had no money to give them.I still remember the the exact place along Uhuru highway
Thank God i was not infected.
Nairobi womens hospital helped me
I was sexually abused when I was like 6-9yrs old by my neighbor,uncle,cousin and later on a mganga my mum took me to.
I am just seeking ways of healing.
All I can remember about my childhood ni hiyo tu.
Am now 30 years old.
A mum of a young boy.
What people don’t know is that generally I fear men but I hide it so well you can’t notice.
A friend I opened up to told me most 90s generation suffered this.
In my teen years I took poison but never died.
How am I affected?
Nilizoea masturbation at a young age till date.
Damn.
I feel like am broken beyond repair.
Falling into depression once in a while.
I just pray for healing.
I feel bad reading this stories.. I am a male 30 .I was introduced to sex at a tender age by our house help when I was around 9-10 later my Aunt who Was 5 yrs older forced me to sex her.
Nobody knows about it other than her. I. Never told my mum either