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I’m a 26years old lady, i have been masturbating for more than 14years even though i’m a still a virgin .Yes but don’t judge me.i was initiated into it at age 12 by my friends and i got addicted to it and i never knew it was a sin too because no pastor or man of God ever spoke about it to me untill i watched on a video on YouTube last year and did research on it and decided to stop but it wasn’t easy for me because i kept having the urge every time,especially when i’m alone. But i managed to overcome it.
I have a boyfriend i have been with for almost 4years now and we decided not to have sex until after marriage so last year November we had our traditional marriage and decided to have sex but the thing is anytime we have foreplay and he begins to touch my genitals i get wet and satisfied and loose interest in the game,so i just give my boyfriend head till he releases just so i don’t give him blue balls and it has happened for more than 6times,but we’ve never had penetration sex and my husband is worried i haven’t told him i loose interest during foreplay.
My husband too doesn’t know my past too.
Please don’t judge me,i just need your help because i’m worried on what to do

January 17, 2024 |