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My college boyfriend came back from abroad two months ago and in the past one month, we have f****d more than we have talked.

He got an exchange program while he was in third year, i was in second year. We didn’t actually break up, the long distance meant everyone starts a new life and i did. soon after college, i got married to my current husband who is a strongly religious man. We have one child together.

My husband married me as a virgin(him), he has never had sex with anyone else except me am sure and he couldn’t tell whether i was a virgin or not so he assumed i was since i acted holy around him back then. In all my marriage, we have never had sex in light, bulb lazima izimwe because it’s always at night. we also always do it under the sheets.

There is no spontaneousness in the sweet act and worse of all, it has always been missionary. When my x came, i was invited to his welcoming party, that’s the first day we f****d in broad daylight in his room. When i entered to say hey, we hugged tight, he touched and pressed my a*s and squeezed me to his forming boner.

That ended in short but best sex i had had since he left. I felt bad about it yes but wanted that moment again and i did. We having been having crazy sex everytime we meet and the best was in my house when my husband went for an overnight church service.

I don’t feel my husband at all sexually and since my x is telling me he can take me and my child if i divorce, i’ll probably do that because i feel more complete with him only problem is how to approach my husband and say i want to divorce him. He has always supported me but i guess he will meet the right person for him after i leave

April 12, 2024 |