Now, Iâ€™m not normally a crier. I was just thinking about stuff. My life will be changing drastically soon (in a good way) and I just felt myself really just like cry. Im alone in the house Iâ€™m in right now so I could let it out and not hide it or worry about anyone hearing me.
It probably lasted for about three minutes and it was the full waterworks. Lol. I went to get a glass of water and as I was pouring it, I just starting sobbing for like no reason. I had to stop filling up my glass and put it down. Rather than shoving it back down and not letting myself cry, I let it out.
It felt strangely therapeutic… and good.
I rested my hands so that my hand was on my face (habit from the past I guess)… and suddenly after crying hard for like three minutes, I was done.
Truth be told, Iâ€™ve been feeling a bit vulnerable I guess the last two days or so. shrugs
Also, before anyone comments, Iâ€™m a guy. Many people in the past have confused me for a woman lol. Guess itâ€™s the way I write. Who knows.