Confession #720

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Since i was born I have never experience any joy any happiness, my mum hates me a lot she treats me worse, my sibling thy don’t treat me like one of them. Life’s so unfair my life my marriage was another nightmare the idiot killed my kids heee messed life sometimes najiangalianga Kwa kioo machozi yanatiririka tu. I just need to smile ata kama ni once in mylyf before I die just help me to put a smile in my life forget a smile on my face because am good on that I want it in my lyf.i wish to forget everything and smile be happy because sioni venye naeza zaliwa na shida nikue na shida niolewe na shida niishi na shida I have to smile again.

June 1, 2020 |
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Nimewai kua kama wewe at some point. It reached a point i told my pastor that there is no single testimony in thi church that is even ahalf of what i have been through and what i am going through.
So the pastor booked me for a date. We went to town . He told me he has booked 3 appointments for me that day.
1st one we talked to 3 street children in Nairobi town . I was already sheading tears. He told me are you ready for the second appointment ? I said yes.
He took me to kenyatta national hospital. Emergency unit. Only God knows the experience i went through at that place. Only God .
The pastor asked if i could take the third appointment and i said NO.
LIVE A LIFE OF HAPPINESS when you still have the chance. Appreciate the little you have and most of it LIFE. LIFE is the greatest gift and when you are in good health thats HAPPINESS.
SMILE everyday dear.

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Life has to continue siz.theirs time for everything.today you shed tears.they don’t see any good in you.your huzb doing all bad things to you.tomorrow will be payback time.mimi husema Mungu akiwa DJ utachexa Ile tune anataka yeye.hiyo Siku ndo Siku yako.tulia Tu,God is at work in your favour.it shall come to pass

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

My dear sister in this world the only person who can put smile in your face is u n yourself..usingoje raha kutoka kwa mpenzi ama mtu wa family becoz u will end up disappointed dear..jiite mkutano ketisha mungu kwa kiti mueleze shida zako kutoka kwa moyo hayo macho mpe yeye usipeane kwa kioo…am sure u will find peace..i was once a victim…saizi nashukuru i hve peace n atleast i can afford a smile n believe me no human being is after this…

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

One good thing with u.. U r still positive… Somethings r created bumy our brains n embarked to the hrt…. Pain… Fear… N happiness r some of the things and we only experience them by faith…. U might b thinking they hate u wen u r guilty with ur ways of living…. Be humble pray to God n creat happiness around u…

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

First accept yourself kos if each person mei intend to open n reveal war hidden behind the cartains you wil wonder my sis! (2) avoid lonely(3) life must continue in Lord there is new beginng plis n neva give up

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

OK we can’t really help you well because we can’t figure out where the problem is. We don’t know why your own mother can hate you. Because mothers are the last people to hate their own children. Secondly we don’t really know what really happened to your husband to the extend that he killed your children.

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Are you sure you are hated? Who nurses you in her belly , gave birth to you m took much care when below 5 years?
Mother’s don’t have their kids, at times they hate some acts in their kids.
Kindly, soul search yourself n seek her forgiveness n you will find peace

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Do you what my dear even if the whole world rejects you treats u badly never you forget there’s God who loves you cares for you n he’s the reason y u alive today so don’t gv up he hasn’t give up on you ,live ur life to the fullest because God is your everything.

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Inatekemea tabia na kuongea kwako.huenda you’re rude and nudging.Just kneel down b4 GOD and pray and never lament of past you’ll be set free .

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

When we get to narrate about our family u will be shocked too my dear but believe your God is always there for you infact you should now smile because He always smiles at you!

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Just love God with all your heart, call Him sweet names as you pray n crying, adore our redeemer, iou”ll be healed, through my own experince

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

What I can tell if ur in relationship try to convince ur spouse to have a child that child will bring joy to ur life and u will find yourself loving again na forget ur past bare in ur mind ur past can’t build ur future but ur future can make u forget ur past try to be focused

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

true happiness comes through knowing Jesus,giving Him your life and walking with Him,He has everything that you need,love,peace,joy, everything girl.Surrender to Him n He will deliver you, embrace you and give you peace that surpasses all human understanding

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Peace n Joy hutoka kwa Mungu pray engage urself kwa Mambo ya Mungu Sana n associate with the friends that can encourage u .God will restore everything the way He restored for Job.think hyo ni spirit of rejection following u break it by fire in Jesus name

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Cha msingi na Bora zaidi ni kumkubali mwenyewe Mungu mruhusu Yesu haingie maishani mwako mkubali kwa moyo mmoja nae amesema ukimkubali ya kale yote anafuta na unaingia katika ukurasa mwingine wa maisha, unaingia katika dunia ingine ya kiroho,,my friend forget about upendo wa dunia sababu dunia ni mapito…tafuta upendo wa Mungu na ukishakuwa karibu na Mungu hautajutia kamwe maana atabadilisha ata historia yako..maana yeye ubadilisha story ya mtu na kumuheshimisha

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Never worry soon they wanna salute u ,God is going to make u prosper and that the tym they r going to luk for u.

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Love God,involve Him in your life,let Him carry you through. Love yourself, speak positive about yourself “I AM FEARFUL AND WONDERFUL MADE.AM A SIGN AND WONDER”adore you and all shall be well.you are alive today because God still has a purpose for you.It shall be well

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Life is full of episodes..do you ever wonder why you have gone through a lot…to be a living testimony that one day you will wake up and give. Hope to a person who is already in that situation..wat if you lose hope?????when you go through h**l it means you have something in you that the devil wats to kill in you..your destiny is bright that’s why you see many challenges hazitaki uendelee..you can Only find Happiness in Christ..don’t expect it from fellow human.. surrender to Him and He will give you rest and peace you can smile alone apart from that..don’t rely on someone to be happy be your key master activate that smile automatic whether they want it don’t be that queen rule your kingdom pray to God who answers prayers He knows why..when.. how you have to suffer and He knows How to turn tables. Don’t give up press press until it opens… deutoronomy 28. I-3 that’s all you have to do..be blessed

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Don’t lose hope,…..God has the ans trust in him ucwai choka kuomba….and bytha u can always listen to hope fm every morning ama jioni….u’ll enjoy it

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Exactly my dea you have to be happy en forget the pain en that will came from your heart not from any man decided it girl en you will be happy en above all God first

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

If your parents hated you how did they manage to brought you up?have you ever wanted to know why all these problems are following you from birth to now that you are giving up? Dear examine your ways of living,maybe you are the problem, a parent cannot hate her/his child unless you dispise them,ata ukiwa hauna kitu your parents will always be sad when they see you unhappy.pole sana jaribu kutafuta mungu na kama kuna mabaya umewahi fanyia wazazi ama mtu yeyote ile jaribu kutafuta msamaha kwao ili uishi na amani na furaha,maisha ni moja na unastahili uishi kwa amani

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

God loves you,i have been thru all that but trust me i learnt to love and appreciate myself, i have evn contemplated on suicide soi many times,but here l am,no stranger can tell that i do not have a family by blood,keep moving my dia sister,if u need a friend to talk to,if u need a shoulder to cry on, am here, jst inbox….life can be a h**l,but it all depends on how we chuse to live it.

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:30

Hauko pekeako sweet. .ata mm mum ananchukia bure jus ju ya kuwa na msimamo wagu…jus assume everything n live your life..wataktafta tu..ata wao uwadodesha..ni marudio kw bible pia ilkua na David .take ir easy

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