Confession #766

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Someone tell my parents
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That I dont like the way their bad mouthing me n sleeping wth my anger is Following me.Why did they brought me here to suffer under their watch.?kwan nin Hawakuniua badala nibebe curse zao na za ukoo wao?why am i the only one who knws family things when they are already done?why is it me who they only see me wth no value in this WORLD?why dont they see that am following their footsteps frm the great family plus theirs..why is only me who cant afford to mantain one family..me cant manage any source of income? Yaan siezi jinufaisha kw maisha..kwan nn wananigoganshaga na kla mtu ata my bro n sister? Kwa nni wanantoaga nje?why dont they see that I don’t lk the way am living..why dont they see no matter hw hard I try to change I only find myself in this s**t.?
why cant they accept me they way I am…
At moment why have they disowned me..
Am damn f****d up n I dont want to do s**t here..I wanna beat this in cold war and not even gods wil blame me…its getting out of hands n am gonna act..
I DONT LOVE MY LIFE.

June 6, 2020 |
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2021-01-13 21:31:33

Why don’t you spend most of your time talking to you God instead of thinking what’s goes around you… the doors are widely opened knock them n they will be opened

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:33

U r chosen from ur family cz u ave something different from them.rise up n trust God n u will overcome.in every family kuna Gideon.

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:33

You will only find a solution to your challenges by loving yourself first,knowing that death isn’t a solution above all seeking to be better amidst storms of life. Get a close relative who is in good terms with them try to reconcile. Nothing beautiful like peace and harmony in the family. Above all seek God in prayer

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:33

Haiya for real ur not bad guy.
Second remember many grew without parents.
Remember God in urlife
Remember everyone couse through sessions
Then i m going on my knees to ask God to guide you bro,u wanna join me

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:33

My brother keep uaself close with God and one day u will testify , keep a distance for sometime don’t call them and tell God to show u direction . i passed the same but a sister to my mother alinikosanisha na kila mtu. But if u with God nothing is hard, walianza kujirudisha tu wenyewe polepole . believe in Him and leave to please Him.

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:33

Im passing through the same situation only because im financially unstable. And imagn im a student in university bt believe me or not i spend a whole semester without any where to sleep. Kulala kwa marafiki coz i couldn’t afford money to rent….. most painful part of it i could spend more than 3 days drink tea and 4 mandazis . And my parents couldn’t send me anything. This led me to suspend my studies coz of depression and alot of stress…. now im ok and i recovered and im lookng forward to go back to studies and i hav no parental support. So my brother, just do away with you parent and move on with your life. Don depend on what they have. God be with you .

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:33

Bro, happiness is in your hands. No one can take it away from you unless you allow them.
Find a place to sit quietly and secretly so you may recollect everything concerning yourself.
See it this way:
You’re your own boss, the things you allow into your life, you got power 💪 to disallow them. Disallow every bad thought concerning your predicaments and tell yourself that you ain’t a mistake! Even if somebody (and in this case the people you suspect are responsible for your sufferings) try to brand you otherwise, bro wewe tu ndiye utaruhusu kuitwa mbaya, maskini, muovu.
Speak and converse with your innerself, jikumbushe ni miaka mingapi umesurvive hunger, sicknesses, diseases, accidents, death! Remind yourself how incredibly and extraordinarily strong you are to have attained that age na ujiambie you can begin to make a great change in your life.
Show and convince yourself that even if people want you dead, you gat a thousand reasons to live!
Even if people want you destroyed, you

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:33

Pole sana First, you are not alone in such a situation this s**t is everywhere.. Don’t Give up! Accept the situation and move on start looking for a solution for what is eating you up ITS GOD WHO HAS AN ANSWER FOR THOSE YOUR QUESTIONS. Tafuta Mungu and you will become the cornerstone of your family.

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:33

Sit your self down and have a talk with your soul. No one needs you but you need yourself. First appreciate who you are then work on your own goals without thinking about who’s seeing you and who is not. Make peace within you first.

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:33

Remembered the 5th Commandment. If you can’t make peace with your parents, the promise in that commandment has its opposite.

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