Confession #28
This is my first time to do this. I have been married for many years to a military guy. We rarely hang out. We can hang out like once in a year. I will have to be careful with the details I share here. You all know why. Last year, I started seeing this guy who is like 17 years younger than me. We have been doing this for months. He is a student at JKUAT. I’m not happy about it, I hate myself for doing it. Last two months I avoided him. But now I feel like I miss the sex so much. I have gone for counseling, but it’s not working. I want to be f****d by this guy! But eevery time we c*m, I feel bad, and even sometimes, I punish myself. Jana, I bit my finger because of the anger I had with myself! Honestly, I have occasionally considered suicide. I wish I could forget everying and build my marriage. I feel bad because my husband is an honest man. And I feel for my kids, but am still addicted to his d**k and how good he usually f**k me. How can I handle this? Please advice.
February 19, 2020 |
I totally understand you I am in the same boat you should stop ✋ meeting this guy right now! And start to make love with your husband a lot as much as you and him ! Also I am sure you will not feel enough you can finger your self instead and in this case you can keep your relationship okay