Confession #393

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I have a very sad confession. I am a 27 year old guy. I am a sex addict. My addiction started when I was 16 and in high school. I used to watch p**n and then go and m********e in my room alone. It was getting worse and worse. I would m********e in the school toilets, school bathroom and even on my bed. It was really bad. My first sexual experience was with a prostitute while I was in my last year of high school. I lost my virginity to a w***e. It felt great since it was my first time having normal sex. But that created another monster in me, I began sleeping with prostitutes to quench my addiction. I had no time to look for a girlfriend. Girls were complicated anyway. I had no time to chase after them. I would just go to a brothel in River Road and have sex with a prostitute pay her and then leave. It was my normal routine. I would even befriend some prostitutes in exchange for cheaper sex sessions with them. I continued with this behaviour till in 2016 when I woke up one day and wasn’t feeling well. A visit to the doctor showed that I had a viral infection. The infection to date has never gone away. I have visited several doctors who keep telling me the same thing. In addition, I got another symptom, I can’t maintain and sustain an erection to have normal sex meaning I have to be on dsex enhancing drugs to be able to have an erection for sex. I have no idea what’s wrong with me since doctors have ruled out cancer, diabetes, and STIs because I was tested for gonnorhea, hiv and Chlamydia and they found nothing. I have also started having back pains. Deep down I know my sex escapades have got something to do with this. I just want to turn back the hands of time and return my body to its usual self but I can’t keep regretting because it’s all my fault. Otherwise stay safe folks. Learn to deal with your addictions and please use condoms when having sex. HIV is real. Good day y’all.

April 15, 2020 |
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2021-01-13 21:31:17

Yes am getting help brother

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:17

And are you taking your medication? Praying for you.

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:17

Apologies for asking did you test hiv + , do you take your pills and have you tested fungus

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:17

I am not HIV+. I did an STI and it came back -ve. Actually i have no idea what am suffering from. Doctors keep saying i have a viral infection

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:17

Pole for your misfortunes. Hii virus ni HSV (herpes) ama HPV ama…? Have you tried detox? No p**n/masturbating for sometime> even pictures of women in bikinis or tight clothing. reset your d**k and mind.

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:17

you have p**n induced erectyle dysfunction quit p**n and masturbation for 6 months and thank me later

Anonymous
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2021-01-13 21:31:16

Sorry about that. Hope you are getting help.

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